This blog was set up to be a kind of diary to share with those I love and some things will be happy and some will be sad. Today is crap!!!!! I never expected this journey to be an easy one. We are just back from another hospital appointment. It wasn't good news. My Macmillan Breast nurse said it will be like peeling an onion. Everytime I go I will peel off another layer.
As Mr Cheese said it can really make you cry...........
Last week I had the tumor removed and all of my lymph nodes. Today I got the results. They removed 20 lymph nodes and found cancer in 2. The tumor has been graded as an aggressive high grade cancer. I now have to go back in for more surgery to remove more tissue as they have found cancer in the surrounding area. It's a long long road to recovery. I'm facing 18 weeks of chemo then radiotherapy. Keep me sane dear chums. What am I going to look like? Oh lordy!
Maybe tomorrow will be a good day! Might need retail therapy and lots of cake x
those onions really do get to you don't they my lovely. I'll get the webcam up and running so i keep an eye on you from afar. we're heading your way next week, any requests......?
ReplyDeleteJust gentle hugs. Will be so good to see you. God it's a shitty life sometimes. If it wasn't for my lovely Cheese and chums where would I be? I'm sitting here being serenaded by my boy and his trumpet. Aw bless! We're having Nurse Mole's lamb casserole tonight. Yipeeeeeee! xxxx
ReplyDeleteMerde merde merde! I told you you should have come to Dunelm with me instead. It is a shit day, but the good thing is you don't have to put on a brave face for us girls... as long as you don't criticise our cooking! Lots of love my friend. M
ReplyDeleteHoney - we're here no matter what. Some lovely ladies at Chez Riches on Monday night, come for some chin wagging and lady bonding over take away. Will be with you in the morning. Sleep well and lots of love. Mrs Cupcake xxxx
ReplyDeleteOh Mrs Cheese keep peeling the onion, let's all hope it's a very small one like a spring onion. Your meals on wheels sound fab do they cater for guests because I can come round anytime. Super big hugs to you and the rest of the cheeses lots of love Chloe xx
ReplyDeleteloads of love and luck... hope it all goes smoothly and with at little pain for you. kisses from india...
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ReplyDeleteThanks everyone. I hope the onion is teeny tiny too! There are only so many tissues (thanks Myriam for my new box)
Hi Jhilmil, you found me. Hope all is well with you x
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